Friday, March 06, 2009

What I Actually felt today!!

today I am feeling very relaxed and a lot sleepy. Definitely not a boring day but a day that I might always remember in my life. As says the Chaos Theory, a small change in the past can lead to a tremendous change in the future that is yet to be seen...I have always wished to see the future and work in the present for a better future than what I might have seen, but does that not contradict what I have actually seen in the future. Well If you get this, you may be able to know what exactly is going in my mind right now. And now is the time when I dont wish to do anything and dunno how many times such a moment comes in my life when I even dont have anything to do. Actually its not that I dont have anything to do but what I have to do is planned for the near future.
We have hols starting from tomorrow, Holi hols...and I think these are the only hols when I might actually be able to spend max of my time at home(Only if the future permits).
College life is actually better than the life before JEE. I am free and free to think in whatever way I can, I have thousands of ways to select from and each has its own advantages and disadvantages. Though at the time of JEE I was more interested in studying, the syllabus was interesting, full of new ways to solve a problem. I loved doing that.
Now I love coding, of any sort...and spend my time in IMG(for those who don't know ask me, what this is??) finding new ways to make programs work, this seems analogous to the curriculum of JEE.
Actually I have not yet told you why would I always remember this day. Here at IIT Roorkee apart from a bunch of dedicated students no one is ready to do any work, feeling lethargic sometimes I can understand but if the life is like that...dude you definitely have to buck up.
I very well remember last Thursday, I was standing in front of the dean's office for issue of my grade sheet. And then it has not been a single day since then when I have not begged the dean for making the process go a little faster, I really required that. But the game is all set and you cannot interfere what the god has planned. People will work when they get orders, Even the higher authority require to be given orders by the highest. It was only with the consent of the director that I received the grade sheet today and all the work of signature and attestation was done today only in 20 min. For that I roamed here and there for 1 week. Thats how it actually seem to go and will remain.
The problem is not in the people, actually the root of the problem lies somewhere else. The britishers are the main cause of this chaos in todays time. Had it not been the britishers here in India, had the Indians not allowed the East India Company to be set up, the british rule had not been the real cause of such chaos today. India would not have been the one left destroyed after the defeated britishers on the occasion of World War 2 and we would have been competing the US today in terms of economy, in terms of Science and Technology, in terms of everything.
Atleast the people make us feel that they are very kind and ready to work when the work is complete. Thats what I actually like about the Indians...........